Hello!! Anybody Out There??

This blog seems to be pointless. Nobody is reading this words. And why you should, it is shit writing of the shitty carer driver.

I am just amazed when peeps make money from blog, but I will never make a panny out of this one.

As my point is proven, my life is shit!

My Life is Shit

I just came to an conclusion that my life is shit. This is the lowest of the low I could fall. Credit card company wants money, my account in minus, no money no payment!
I know there is nobody reading this blog, but I still have that tiny-winy hope that someone out there will read and donate money. It does looks and sound desperate, because I am, very much so. Please if you are reading maybe boring lines of my first real diary blog, donate for a carer driver who doesn't know where to go and where to turn to for help.

I read many times there is a miracle happen to people. I do believe in miracles, but not mine, other people miracles.
As miracles doesn't happen to me, never did and believe me, never will.

So if you can, prove me wrong.

Day at work, boring as usual. Cleaning shitty asses, wheeling wheelchairs, making stupid conversation with old people.

But deep down I just can't be bothered. I don't have a single stimulation for my brain in work. y brain go dead.

A few people told me that I am just wasting my time and youth with this underpaid job.
I know I do. But I just stuck! One thing that would keep my brain active would be money in my account, not in minus, just a bit in plus.

Until then, I will be just like a vegetable on the market, dead, eaten and forgotten.

What's New?

I always ask myself "What's new" in the job. And the answer is always "Nothing". Week as any other boring week, days are going fast for change, but not fast enough.
People are going older and older and more and more miserable.
What a joy!

Manager parked the car to show off her new Honda. How sad is that. While we can't end meet, never mind buying the car.
Some people are so pathetic that they are not worth a penny.

Yes, pennies are not coming into my account either. As far as I'm concern, this blog was read by 0 people. No people, no donation.

The things are not going good at all with my credit card payment. Just wonder is anyone out there can give some advice, as banks don't want to listen and know about it.

So if you read this, please Donate to pay off my damn credit cards.

Just another day...

Today I was in the office doing runs for the next day. None of the care team helped me with it. They really are thick, can't argue with that.
No management around all day. my manager gone sick, the other manager in the meeting, if things gone wrong, that would be the day to see.
Sometimes I can't think of any word to type as the day are so gone into the routine that I can predict what will happen in the next month, how boring job is that!
Yeah, I know!!

So please, please donate some money so I can pay for my credit cards. Just push the paypal button on your right side. t will help, believe me it will.

If Jewish care can rise millions from other people, why can't I?

I am not asking for millions as I have mentioned this before, but for the mare £6.000 to repay my cards and look for some more exciting job, not just cleaning the old people a**es!

What did I do Today?

As per usual we are short of drivers. One on annual leave the other not allowed to drive.
And yes, have to do all by myself. This morning manager came to the office telling us about the fence drivers are hitting with rear of the bus while parking in the yard, she said to be careful when we park, as there is no money in the budget for a new fence (but there is for a 2 brand new wii consoles!!!).
That didn't go well at all. Outside was black ice and cold on the road, instead of telling us be careful when you drive out there, nothing, she is more worried about her damn budget!

Day went okay-ish. I am looking for a new job for a while now, but until I sort my living situation, I won't get any job, but I am applying on and off line.

Keeps fingers crossed :-)

Back to Reality

So how was Christmas and New Year? It was brilliant, eat and drink and of course be merry. Put probably about 5 kg in weight. How can you resist all those minced pies, triffle, roast dinner, coffee etc, etc.

Today is the first day back to the reality! Did manager asked how was my holiday? NO! Of course she didn't, she is way to busy to talk about her Christmas holiday and presents she got.





It just makes you think how people change to the real face once they got something.
I am typing this from work computer under my break time.
Don't know who might read this, but I don't care anymore. I just know I have to take it out.Maybe someone out there will read this lines and think about Carer/Driver with account in the minus and it's only 5th of January today!!

What can I say, please donate some money if you have a spare penny or two.
I just can't keep with my bills anymore. Didn't pay bills for two months now, which my credit card scoring will be way below zero for the future morgage, if I ever get one.

I will continue to type this from home...